Swoooooon, I'm in love, whole heartedly, intensely, preciously.
30 January 2012
21 January 2012
Ma birfday
Tonight I will be celebrating my birthday! Big deal, I hear you think... Uhm, yes, but, eh... I haven't celebrated mine in over five years! There is no use in celebrating your life when you are down and depressed. So I skipped it all together.
But this year I feel like celebrating and it is a pretty big deal to me. Not that I invited that many people, just those who are dear to me. Not that I am doing a lot of cooking or anything; just beer and snacks. But the fact that I feel good enough to have a party is pretty meaningful to me. So... yay for me today!
I will get up and start cleaning and prepping in a minute, but right now I'm lazing in bed with the interwebs :)
Love you all and celebrate life,
Marieke
ps: real b-day is wednesday, but I will have to work the whole day and whole evening. So I rescheduled my day to today :p
But this year I feel like celebrating and it is a pretty big deal to me. Not that I invited that many people, just those who are dear to me. Not that I am doing a lot of cooking or anything; just beer and snacks. But the fact that I feel good enough to have a party is pretty meaningful to me. So... yay for me today!
I will get up and start cleaning and prepping in a minute, but right now I'm lazing in bed with the interwebs :)
Love you all and celebrate life,
Marieke
ps: real b-day is wednesday, but I will have to work the whole day and whole evening. So I rescheduled my day to today :p
18 January 2012
Versus
For a long loooong time now I was content in living my life alone. Not needing anybody, doing it myself.
But something changed...
I want someone to call my own and be together. Someone who introduces me as "his" and sound really proud while saying it. I don't WANT to do it on my own anymore. I proved I can. Now it is time to belong with someone and feel safe.
And everything has it's downsides. I will probably regret these words one day. But I don't care. I need to belong..
So, there, dear universe, there is my wish, now make it happen :)
But something changed...
I want someone to call my own and be together. Someone who introduces me as "his" and sound really proud while saying it. I don't WANT to do it on my own anymore. I proved I can. Now it is time to belong with someone and feel safe.
And everything has it's downsides. I will probably regret these words one day. But I don't care. I need to belong..
So, there, dear universe, there is my wish, now make it happen :)
10 January 2012
09 January 2012
08 January 2012
Time flies when you do nothing
Oh, lo and behold!
The Christmas holiday has come and gone! Tomorrow I will have to play the responsible adult again instead of this lazy knitting on the couch watching tv slush that I have been in the past two weeks.
And enjoyed it every step of the wayI have to admit!
Bought a great spring bouquet yesterday, cherryblossom and yellow spring flowers. Put them all in a huge vase. It makes me long for spring even more. Let's just skip the whole rainy winter thing and move right on trough to spring okay? The weather gods are messing up the timing anyway so they can grant me that little wish right?
The Christmas holiday has come and gone! Tomorrow I will have to play the responsible adult again instead of this lazy knitting on the couch watching tv slush that I have been in the past two weeks.
And enjoyed it every step of the wayI have to admit!
Bought a great spring bouquet yesterday, cherryblossom and yellow spring flowers. Put them all in a huge vase. It makes me long for spring even more. Let's just skip the whole rainy winter thing and move right on trough to spring okay? The weather gods are messing up the timing anyway so they can grant me that little wish right?
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